prayer request

Summer is officially underway. If you don't believe me, step outside, it's HOT! I've been home from school for a couple of weeks now and I'm finally starting to settle back in to life at home. I've been pretty busy. My sister graduated from high school, my dear friend Lindsay had her bachelorette party, the fam went camping, I've read over hundreds of health forms for camp. All of this had been wonderful and summer has just barely begun. All that being said, I'm having trouble shaking this funk that's come over me. I can't get excited about all that's in store for this summer because I know it does not include a trip to China. I feel like my heart is still there and nothing else seems to compare to being there, no matter how many amazing things are going on. My request to you is for prayer. Pray for my heart. Pray for this season I'm in. God's made it clear that I'm not supposed to be back in China right now. Pray that my desire to be back there doesn't get in the way of the amazing things that God is preparing me for this summer. Pray for me especially during the next two weeks. A year ago Friday, I boarded a plane for NJ to meet my team. I wish I could turn back time and be back there again. I know God's not finished writing this story. I know it's so much bigger than me and my selfish desires. I just wish I could shake this funk.